I'm feeling totally overwhelmed by all the requests to help the needy this holiday season. Usually I love to help, this year it feels almost suffocating. Probably because I don't have the money to help this year.
Do you sensor what you blog because you know who is reading it, or who might be reading it? I totally do. I wish I didn't... I need an anonymous blog so I can just go on and on about anything I want.
Lately I spend a lot of time worrying about what I'll do with Natalee if I go into labor in the middle of the night. It's totally stressing me out, I need to make a game plan and talk to the other people that will be involved and be done with it. I'm afraid if I ask someone they will be like "3 am? Hell no I won't help you!" and then I'll be even more stressed.
I want to make a Christmas table cloth, and a Christmas table runner (for different tables), maybe I'll work on that tonight, maybe not.
I'm trying to not be all down and negative here, so this is all I got today. What is random in your life right now? Check out the UnMom for more...